Have you ever heard a song that instantly lifted your spirits? Well, that song for me has always been ‘Just The Way You Are’ by Bruno Mars. It is something about this song that when I hear him sing it – it’s like he is looking at me and singing directly to me and me alone.
When a man sings a song like that to the one he loves how can she not smile? I fell in love with Bruno Mars with this song and I have been his ever since.
When he says “I could kiss her lips all day if she let me” how romantic is that? Then he tells her that he “he loves her smile” I mean come on what woman would not love that coming from her man every single day?
Currently, I am the walking the dead inside. I do not know if I should left, right or center where my life is concerned. I have been married for 13 years and I have 3 beautiful kids. Do not get me wrong I love my husband, I do not know if I can deal with the lecturing, fighting, living in the past, and what not. It’s old and tiring frankly. It has gotten to the point where I don’t even think God listens to me any more.
I have even wondered what it would be like to dance in the clouds and be truly free, but I am coward and can not leave my kids without mother. Its partly the same reason I am still married so my children will have a father. I grew up without a dad and to this day I am still searching for that elusive missing link.
However, when I hear that song all I do is smile and I can temporarily forget about my pain and just smile and dance!