We had it out after church and the tears flowed! I finally told you that I think you’re bipolar and that you need to be checked out because I never know who is walking in the door. Is it you? Is it He? Or the other one? And you wonder why I seek the sanctity of my office? I don’t really care for the shows you watch about the WWI or II.. or anything to do with Hitler. I don’t want to watch the news. You don’t care to watch my shows either. I ask you about you day and listen and ask questions, but you don’t bother to ask about mine.
You throw in my face I stopped thanking you for the little things years ago; however; you fail to remember that I bring you lunch, snacks and cases of sodas to your job and you rarely say thank you. I cleaned your desk last week did you say thank you? No, you didn’t, but do I throw that in your in your face? No, I do not! The only time you come close and are remotely sweet to me is when you want sex. The old adage is true you are what you what attract.
I am not questioning your walk you and your faith, but I have to wonder which are the three sits in church and they see? You want to leave the only church we have attended as a family because of one person or because you said you feel because you do not feel accepted yet you are not the only one there like you. You put these videos on FB and preach and again I have to wonder how much what you teach do you really believe?
You don’t believe me and I know that love is not what say, but you do. It is the little things and I do A LOT of little things that you overlook (ie me cleaning your desk) and you never acknowledge. It is through this time that my faith and prayer life has grown so much and gotten so strong and for that I thank you! I will always love you and you will be the love of my life no matter of what you think of feel. I have learned to deal and with grace, mercy and love of God I have learned to deal you, He and the other.