It is 2015 and I have been researching tummy tucks and books jobs off and on for over a year now. I look at the after pictures and think that could be my body of day. Granted I had weight loss surgery about 3 years ago but I am NO WHERE where I want to be with body wise. While I have not been diagnosed with body dismorphia I believe I have it. I can’t stand to look at myself naked and I don’t u dress in front of my husband. He says I’m sexy and beautiful, but I just don’t see it. I see hanging skin, flabby belly, flabby arms, fat thighs, multiple chins, etc.
This is how I want to feel, but doubt I will until I can fix myself and get to where I want be. Happiness until then is an illusion.
