On July 26, 2014, I woke up to wanting to pop my head off my shoulders. I sit in office unser 2 fans (large fan on my dresser and 1 clipped to my desk) and 2 cieling fans. I have on dark shades and because I don’t quiet (well I do, but I don’t) the tv is on very very low. I haven’t been outside becuase it is just to bright an the sun would just make my head explode. On the good side – I found some Christmas pictures from 1996 of family an one of grams. Looking at gram’s picture just makes me miss her more than I already do.
My shoulders are tense, left side of my head throbs and my kids just understand that momma needs to hide and sleep to get better. It does not help that I caught a glimpse
of myself and I am not only FAT, DISGUSTING I now have 2!!! I am ANGRY, DISGUSTED, FAT, UGLY, GROSS,!!! WHY THE HELL AM I HERE?!?
FAT ASS BELLY
FAT ASS ARMS
ALL THIS EQUALS = I HATE MY BODY!!